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Non-Cigar Related => How's life? => Topic started by: PETE314 on 07/09/2018 10:14 PM

Title: I am back!!!! Sort of....
Post by: PETE314 on 07/09/2018 10:14 PM

So the last most of you had heard from me...I was picking out a cigar for a clean scan back in March/April...

 Well...unfortunately the scan wasn't clean.  They found 2 more tumors on my liver.  So I went back under the knife in early May.  They took half of the right lobe of my liver and basically scooped out the second tumor.  I have about a 2 foot scar across my body.  Combined with the scar from my surgery in January, I look like I lost a sword fight or some how survived Hari Kari.  

 It has been a very difficult recovery.  I am still on pain meds 2 months after the surgery.  I was readmitted for a short time due to some fluid buildup.  It has definitely not been a vacation...not to mention the first surgery depleted my PTO and I haven't had a pay check in a while.  I am hurting quite a bit even now.

 It isn't all bad news....First and foremost...the tumors were benign!!!  So they are not related to the original cancer.  My first scan after the liver surgery was just a few weeks ago.  They are CLEAN!!!!  So at this time I am CANCER FREE!!!!  For the time being I am considered as cured.  Now unfortunately the scan showed that I have a clot in the vein that drains the small intestine near my first surgery.  So I am on blood thinners for at least 3 months...

 I have started back to work on a limited basis.  I am reduced to 4hrs a day...and even that wears me out.  I am able to do this from home, so I can break it up a little and get some rest in between.  I am not online much aside from maybe a little Facebook from my phone...but I am starting to check in here some.  I have a couple packages that I need to send out in the near future...Some thank you's...lol. So slowly but surely I will be catching up on everything...See you in the forums!!!

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Post by: Camshaft83 on 07/09/2018 11:11 PM
Sorry to hear you had to go back under the knife. But it being benign is great news. Hope the cancer stays gone for good this time. Well wishes to a speedy recovery.
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Post by: headfirst on 07/10/2018 01:32 AM
Dang, rough patch but glad things are starting to look up.
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Post by: Cfickter on 07/10/2018 05:48 AM
Pete, glad to hear that your cancer free, and you are back at Geeks
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Post by: benchjockey on 07/10/2018 06:00 AM
It's wonderful to hear you're cancer free, Pete! You have a lot of friends here pulling for you. Great seeing you're maintaining a positive attitude.
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Post by: jagfandaddy on 07/10/2018 06:56 AM
Good luck on the recovery! All the best
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Post by: Beegerply on 07/10/2018 07:24 AM
Prayers sent your way Pete get well.  :biggrin:
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Post by: Silverstix on 07/10/2018 08:11 AM
Life is a fragile thing, man. Not to be taken for granted. Glad to hear the good news.  Hang in there and keep fighting, you'll be back on your feet in no time with a cool scar to tell stories about - maybe from a duel in Cuba over the last box of Cohibas (which you won of course)
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Post by: Brlesq on 07/10/2018 08:20 AM
Glad to hear that things are looking better, Peter!
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Post by: StogieDad on 07/10/2018 08:45 AM
Man, hang in there!
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Post by: Chefjohn on 07/10/2018 09:15 AM
Our thoughts and prayers for a quick and full recovery.
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Post by: junglepete on 07/10/2018 10:04 AM
All the best with your recovery. Take care.
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Post by: Cap10_Morgan on 07/10/2018 10:44 AM
That sucks and it's great at the same time.  Hope things keep looking up for you, man!
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Post by: Kid Montana on 07/10/2018 11:00 AM
Awesome news Pete, glad to hear things are on the up and up, looking forward to some quality snark.
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Post by: ninfiction on 07/10/2018 11:09 AM
Good to hear you're on the mend Pete and really great news that you're cancer free.
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Post by: nirab on 07/10/2018 04:30 PM
Prayers n healing light my brother...glad to have ya back!  :biggrin:  :bigthumbs:
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Post by: 05Venturer on 07/10/2018 04:38 PM
Welcome home brother!! The family here knew you'd be back. Keep things on the mend and we will c ya soon.
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Post by: pferg on 07/10/2018 09:14 PM
good to hear that your cancer free and best wishes for a quick recovery
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Post by: Mautrak on 07/10/2018 09:51 PM
That is a rough road, Pete, but you're getting good news lately which is nice.
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Post by: klamm143 on 07/11/2018 01:24 AM
Great news........welcome back..........and hoping you remain cancer free.
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Post by: ntanner on 07/11/2018 05:21 PM
Glad you're on the mend Pete.
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Post by: BewareDaPenguin on 07/11/2018 06:34 PM
Man super scary C word! Glad things are turning for you man!
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Post by: PETE314 on 07/11/2018 10:04 PM
Yeah... I am on the backside of this rehab.  Still a ways to go to feel normal.  I am gaining a lot of weight because I can't do a whole lot but my meds make me hungry as hell....Right now the biggest hurdle is emotional.  I have been just beat to hell over the past 10+ months emotionally.  And it is getting to a point where I am waiting for the next shoe to drop.  Like this clot...

My mind knows that while it is serious..it isn't a huge deal but emotionally...I was just so depressed that I can't seem to get over this hurdle. I just want to focus on work and my weight and my wife and family...etc..  It has me thinking..?what is it going to be next time???  I really want a cigar...I haven't had one since April.  But...I am not quite there... getting close...with the blood thinner I can't have a "drink".  So when I do get my cigar...it will be good.. but just a reminder that I am not all the way there yet...lol

I have good days and bad ones...today was pretty good...a few more of these and I will be heading into the office instead of staying at home.  Trying to stay positive..but what a pain in the ass that is...lol. It's exhausting!!!!  LMAO

Thanks for all of the good thoughts and encouragement!!!  Stay smokey!!!
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Post by: toby2 on 07/12/2018 07:40 PM
you are so strong. i can't even imagine what you have risen above. thoughts and prayers brother!
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Post by: 1sgjeffward on 07/13/2018 02:09 AM
Know how bad the surgery part is I'm on my 14th! Hang tight and glad the results ended up good making it worth it.
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Post by: DonM on 07/14/2018 08:36 AM
Congrats on the negative "C" results  wish the best on the remainder of your recovery
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Post by: PETE314 on 07/15/2018 11:20 PM

Quote1sgjeffward - 7/13/2018  6:09 AM  Know how bad the surgery part is I'm on my 14th! Hang tight and glad the results ended up good making it worth it.

 Wow, Jeff...so sorry to hear that.  Hanging tight and pushing forward...you do the same!!!